25/12/2009

MerRy cHrisTmaS~~ =D
Today i didn't went out anywhere cause need to pray my beloved grandpa
that has passed away last 2 year... *damn sad*
it took around 1hr to get perpared all those things and the food..
i miss him a lot~~ ><
think back last time how good he treat me and very love me..
i can't even saw or talk wit him when he just left his last breathe... ><
cause when we reach there already is too late.... *sad*

after praying and eating, O.O
OMG! a lot of plates is waiting for me to wash!
oh god! i hate this kind of festival day like that... ><
SKIP

Catherine, my beloved cousin... :3
so miss her jor~~
so long didn't chat with her already...
she's a very very very cute girl~ =D
so long didn't see her,
she have grown tall a lot and already same height as me le.... T.T
she's juz 14yr old nia... *sigh*
what a sad thing for me.... T-T

that's all for today cause no mood to continue want to write...
cause of someone has ruin up my mood..
and is only she's the one who can make my mood till so bad...
feel very moody...
start to don't understand her...
or actually is i'm the one who make this problem out?!
i don't know....
i juz want a simple happy life....
don't wanna to think so much... ><
*smile is always the best mask for everything*
Hope my dear daughter,yinwee can help me fix back the mood..
and also my kor.. (=
*ENDS*

24 / 12 / 2009

Yesterday every early jiu go sleep d.. '1am+ oni =='
is been forced by my mum to go sleep.. *sigh*
she say 'if still sms, don't want go sleep den i jiu rampas ur hp...'
Zzzz.. hate this lahx.. =[

Then today early morning 8am jiu wake up le...
Haiz.... then wen i'm done & prepared already,
but need to wait for my mum to come back from pasar to buy the foods..
she go buy till so long...
9am+ jiu went out but buy till 11.30 lidet oni reach home... =="
wasting my time only..
ask me so early wake up for wat lehx..
make me sitting there and wait her... zzz..
if i know, then i jiu go sleep longer.....

Went to kp after that, to buy my cousins chinese new year shirt..
*when only can buy mine lehx?*
went in to a shop, '2pm' *shock!*
it is one of the korean singer gehx group name lai de...
then went inside jiu saw dao a tb.. *quite yeng~*
and also with her 3 tb friends *1of them also yeng then the others is ok only*
[but still prefer my dardar~ she's so cute~~ =3]
damn miss her jor.. >< *sigh*

after that got buy dao wei lun gehx shirt n pants~
^i like some of the shirt and pants over there.. Very nice~~ =3^
after done with him, then we jiu go body glove there to see got what shirts to buy
for my the other 2cousin..
but then didn't buy any shirts from there cause my mom say expensive+shirt not nice
then my mum jiu say go back to 2nd floor..
we went to IZO "dunno actually it is O or Q" @@
only bought for jia fu... left jia chen haven buy dao cox he don like the shirt over there..
oh ya! & also mine~ bought 2shirts for my tuition.. ^^
then we jiu go back to 2pm again! Zzzzz... ==
why don't just now together buy his shirt with wei lun lehx??!
so sienz lurr go back to that shop again... Zzzz..

YES! AT LAST BUY FINISH LE~ XD
wii~~ =D *so damn happy*
after that jiu went to the car and fetch them go back~~
[in the car keep zi lian.. XP]
then reach my aunt hse jiu go urut~~ XD
after urut, 5.15pm I at my aunt hse eat my lunch+dinner.. ><

then 6+pm with my aunt & cousins they all walk to the playground there~~ =D
wii~~ play my favourite swing~~ =3
so long didn't play le... so miss it jor.. >.<
the 1st thing when i saw dao the playground is faster run to the swing there n sit... =D
cox scare later other ppl [not my cousin] go sit then i jiu can't play le... ><
Hahahahax.. xD
i know that i'm very sot... =P
and also a bit weird... Hehehex.. ^^
then i sit till half my cousin suddenly come & push me till high high.. *shock*

but it feel nice~~ =]
i was looking to the sky... *for the 45min*
it feel greats & nice when looking at it~ (=
and i will always look to the sky when i'm playing the swing~ =]
such a beautiful sky~ "if got eagle jiu perfect le~" ><
ur face was appear in the beautiful clouds~
i'm so miss you jor....
already 1week didn't heard your voice le... ><
I miSs You~~ sO MucH!

All of us went back around 7.30++
i'm was so happy and feel relax a lot..
all of the bad mood is been sweep off by the wind by the swing~
that's one of the reason why i love to play swing~ ^-^
reach aunt hse then change my pants cause dirty d.. Hehex~ XP
then jiu went in to the room with my cousin
& gamble~~ XD
Don't see they all smaller than me ar...
their skills all is better than me jor... >< *sad*

then we all keep play till 9pm like that..
" all of us play till veri siao and high and very very sampat" xD
cause my mum want to go back le...
Haiz.... i still want to continue play jor... ><
next year chinese new year i'm going to play with them again! XD
use the angpau money~ =P
today really have a lot of fun wit them... (=
so long didn't ki siao and play till very very mad with them le~~ =3
^~^

*END*

ImpoSsibLe

Haiz........

Why is the time pass so fast?!!

it is really too fast le... *sigh*

I really can't catch up the time!!! ><

can the time please don't go so fast??!

or can it just stop at there??

Got any method that can stop the time?!

i know this is impossible gehx....

But if the time can stop,

i wanna the time to stop at 2008

& the moment we at genting....

Haiz.....

don't know why every time think dao about the time

mood jiu will not so good..

feel very sad.. ><

maybe i still can't accept that the time is really already pass...

although i know that it is impossible for time to stop or go back to the past..

but till now,

i still thinking and hope that the time can stop at the year and the moment that i want...

i'm too ridiculous ryte? *sigh*

but even is just a dream only,

i also very happy le~ =]

and if can jiu let the dream forever just stay there~ ^^

next year is our turn to have SPM le...

telling the truth,

i rather take PMR 1000x also don't want take SPM!

cause i know that SPM won't as nice as i had on my PMR that year~ ><

cause PMR that year is the best year i ever have~

and it can say that it is the most happy life i ever had in my whole life~~

i've got a lot of fun,happiness, sweet memories & many more~~ =]

my dear friends, no matter we still together or not,

but our heart is still together.. =)

and our friendship won't break~

I love you all~ ^~^

really thanks a lot my friends~

cause of you all,

i only can get my happiest life in my whole life~~

i will never forget bout it... =)

and will appreciate the sweet memories that i have~~ =D

maybe i really need some time for myself to accept the truth

and catch up the time~

and start to accept that 2010 is coming..

and not still at 2008......

* ENDS *