Friday, April 29, 2011

Song. :)

F.I.R. - 泪光闪乐

月 从天空悄悄滑落
流星都化成伤口
是谁呢 痛得那么沉默

我 以为把幸福上锁
能静静守护承诺
是谁呢 把窗推开 风卷走了爱

为你哭的泪 每一颗闪烁
坚定的路途也走得颠簸
头也不回 义无反顾 从不后悔深爱过
为你笑的泪 每一颗闪烁
可算了 你说 最美的爱 不是经过
我们早拥有

怎样 心也死了以后
我还努力拼凑 你给的梦

28/4 & 29/4

What I can say for this 2 days is,
Moody, Depressed, Stressed, and Fretful!!
Hate this feeling.
And everything around me makes me feel so tiring. =')

So headache.
Form6 or College???
What course am I interested on?!
And I quite like my co-worker here and the boss of the company here..
How good if 1day have 48hr? =)

*Don't wanna to write anymore, everything just keep it in myself can already. =] *



*The End*

Sunday, April 24, 2011

If I Die Young.

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors,

Oh and,
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be,

No,
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life,

Well, I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life,

Well, I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger,

I've never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand,

There's a Boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life,

Well, I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead,
how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with Peace and Love
Gather up your tears,

Keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life,

Well, I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

=X

Lately there's nothing special happen..
Just like normal, wake up, went to work, come back from work and sleep..
So didn't write bloggiie this few days.. =]
Hmmm, Oh!
Few days ago, I got a dream,
So wish that the dream will come true~ >.<''
Even till now, I still remember the feeling and everything of it! x)
She is really very very unique, and don't have a word that can really to describe about her..
She's very cool, yeng, and lots more lahx~
Can't say finish all~
Wish that the dream can come true,
and happen the same thing on the same person that I dream of~
*May God bless me, my dream will come true~* =P


I know is impossible,
But I still put hope on it, thinks that it would really happen on 1day~ =)
Other than this, I won't and don't wanna to put any hope at all..
Because I'm tired of everything... :)
I now just wanna to enjoy my life~ =D
Although me always stay in the house.. =P
But I like the feeling of staying in the house~
It feels great and, don't know how to describe the feeling~
Can say that I whole week  didn't go out anywhere for few weeks,
I also can and ok with it de~ ^^




*The End*

Thursday, April 21, 2011

20/4/11

Ystd night happened something..
And sleep till half then wake due reply someone's msg and after talking phone,
till midnight 5plus..
Then today morning cant wake, and almost late to work but thanks god,
luckily didn't late for work.. ><''


Today my lucnch was so happy~
Because company got a boss belanja eat Mcd~ =D
So long didn't eat le and no need to spend my own money~
*Lately I'm really going to bankrup d le~ ='( *


And when wanna to make order that time, wanna ask can order McFlurry or not,
I just use those polite voice and ask my manager,
then my senior said my voice sounds very pity,
But then at the end, manager say can order~ Wiii~ =D
I've been very long didn't eat that le.. T.T

*SKIPS

Went to SHEPHERDOO with Joanne, Yw and PeiYIn~ =D
So long didn't outing with them and go to Shepherdoo already le~
So miss them! x3
I order a drink which got bit of  alcohol..
The drink name is called as Long Island something..
But not very nice to drink cause the vodkha put too much d...
The taste not that nice but then I still drink it~ ^^
But got share share drink cause too much d cant finish it alone.. =P


After drink finish and going back home around 10plus..
OMG. My face was super super red jor.. =X
Went back home my dad saw and straight say,
''You drink alcohol right??''
I of course will say No..
But then my young bro, at side there go say,
''Jie don lie lahx~ See your face also know you got drink d le''
Haizzz~ I lazy to answer them and don't wanna let them see my face,
Straight go in the room and sleep..
Got bit headache due today whole day didn't drink water.. =X
Tired~~



*The End*

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

19/4/11

Hmmm, how and where am I going to start...
Cause today happen lots of thing....
And everything was just too complicated.


Is a moody, and very very tired day. *is not dat type of tired*
Although when at office hour,
I do happy and had fun chatting with my beloved cutie daughter and Eric..
I've been such a long time didn't chat with this 2 fellow le~ ><'''
And my lovely daughter makes me happy and gan dong~
She so sayang and cares bout me dis mummy~
Even though we didn't contact to each other,
but yet she still knows a bit happening around me..
She said that,
Whenever I on9 FB, sure will go see mummy gehx profile~
Very de gan dong that got such a daughter that so cares me~ ^^  *tears*
My daughter, Mummy love seii you le~  <3


But after I finish my work already and went back home,
I'd realise and understands a lot of thing...
I and you, can't be couple and not suitable..
We remains our relationship which is sis and a bro, that's the best ever.. =)
Maybe because I was very understands and know a lot of thing about you even you didn't say
And I can know and understand your feeling and even knows how you feel...
I'm kinda can sense dao about you and kind of what you will thinking of or how you feels..
Don't know how to use the words to describe,
Bur however, I'm glad to know you,
And will just treat you and love you just like my brother~ =]
I will appreciate you this cute didi~ ^^




*The End*

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

18/4/11

Just a normal day for today..
Like usual went to work in the early of the morning~
But the weather is was just so suitable to SLEEP!
It's a rainny n a cooling weather which should exchange with Sunday!! =,=
OMGosh! The Sunday's weather is so DAMN HOT!
Even I'd bath with cold water, switch on the air-conditioner, and yet I'm still sweating..  =X


I seems to a bit ignoring you.
Hmmm, I'm not in purpose to do so....
But another reason is I dunno what to talk with you..
Seems to no topic to talk to each other lidet...


When at night time, you called me..
N you got asked dao me, ''Why lately I seems like weird weird de?? And why a bit cold cold lidet??''
I maybe do really a bit cold but I just cant control..
It just so automatically give those responds..
Maybe because I got no mood ba..


Since last fri, my mood is have been so down..
And very funny is,
I don't even know why the next day, Sat,
till today the mood still so down...
But then got slightly better a biiit oni lahx....


Sat that day my mood really is damn down and super very sucks!
If Fri I've been so moody can understand cause got reason..
But after that, there's got no reason for being so moody & so down.... =/


This is me, I'm just that emotional and weird.. :)



* The End =] *

Friday, April 15, 2011

Lately.

不知为何, 最近我们俩越来越没什话题讲...
我很想跟你说话, 听你那声音, 但就是却不懂要和你说些什么. =(
很想找话题跟你说话, 但不懂为什么我的脑袋就是一片空白.....
面对着你, 我的脑袋永远都是一片空白..
或许我应该把你当真正的弟弟来看待吧..
或许这样, 就不会一直没话题或气氛怪怪的...
为什么每次遇到喜欢的人, 就会变得奇怪, 没话题说, 脑袋一片空白??
现在我们俩的气氛有点冷冷的感觉...
且, 我刚刚才发觉到, 原来每次找话题来说先的人是你..
而我只是回答和配合而已..
很少找个话题来聊... =X
我是否能变好点呢?? x__x



My emotions for lately this few days.. =]






Always tell myself to Keep Smilling
no matter how & what happen




SMILE~ =]


15/4/11

或许我已习惯单身的生活了, 所以觉得比起现在,
还是以前那种单身, 且也没有任何对象或喜欢的人的生活,
是最自由自在,开心,无忧无郁,不必为关于爱情的事情烦恼,
这生活是最好不过了~
或许只能怪我自己是个太过情绪化的人吧...
ILY 的心, 就收在我心底里面~
和一直跟你保持着姐弟的关系呗.
因为, 在这样的情况, 无论对你我, 都会比较好.
以后未来的事, 到时才打算吧..
现在只好走一步算一步.

放松心情聆听着这首歌~


Danity Kane - Damaged

Do, do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, do you know how to patch up a wound? Tell me
Are, are, are you, are you patient, Understanding ?
Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I


I've tried every remedy
And nothing seems to work for me
Baby, baby
This situation driving me crazy
And I really wanna be your lady
But the one before you left me so

And I really wanna be your lady
But the one before you left me so
Damaged, damaged, damaged, damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is damaged, damaged, so damaged, so damaged
And you can blame the one before

So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(Baby, I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(What are you gonna do baby?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(Baby, I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(What are you gonna do?)

Do, do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, do you know how to patch up a wound? Tell me
Are, are, are you, are you patient, Understanding?
Cause I might need some time to clear the hold on my heart and I

You try to gain my trust, talking is not enough
Actions speak louder than words, you gotta show us something
My heart is missing some pieces
I need this puzzle put together again

Damaged, damaged, damaged, damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is damaged, damaged, so damaged, so damaged
And you can blame the one before

So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(Baby, I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(What are you gonna do?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(Baby, I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(What are you gonna do?)

Can you fix my H-E-A-R-T?
(Tell me, can you fix my heart?)
Cause it's D-A-M-A-G-E-D
(Don't you know it's damaged?)
Can you fix my H-E-A-R-T?
Tell me, are you up for the challenge?

Cause my heart is damaged, damaged, damaged, damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is damaged, damaged, so damaged, so damaged
And you can blame the one before

Damaged, damaged, damaged, damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is damaged, damaged, so damaged, so damaged
And you can blame the one before

So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(It's that type of pain)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(That you feel deep inside)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(It's that type of pain)
(That makes you pray, makes you cry)

My heart is damaged, damaged, damaged
(But it's gon' be alright one day)
My heart is damaged, damaged, damaged
My heart is damaged, damaged, damaged
(This too shall pass)
My heart is damaged, damaged, damaged
My heart is damaged

Sometimes you gotta go though the pain
To experience the joy
This too shall pass
Danity Kane
This too shall pass



=]
*The End*

Thursday, April 14, 2011

14/4/11 *My 1st blog on 2011*

18 * 2011 >>> Will it be better or worst.!? =]


This is the 1st post of my bloggie for this year.. =]
It've been so long that I didn't write my blog..
Due I've been TOO LONG didn't log in, I'd forgotten my email & password! =,=''
I've been trying lots of time of diff email and passwords.. *dotz*
After trying for around 1hr plus, FINALLY!! I'd remember the email and also password~ =D
*Kinda very happy when succes to log in cause had failed for more than 100times already.?*


And while in this long period, has happen alot of thing which worth to write a blog for it..
But I won wrote down anything of it since it's a past and kinda lots of unhappy...
I might write it 1day ba,
IF I felt wanna to write..
Bcoz the journey was just so emotional.


Hmmm, I think from today onwards,
I might will be writting blog everyday but is on Office Hour~
Cause I'm working while I'm writing my bloggie~ xD
That's all I wanna to write for this blog. =)



*The End*