25/12/2009

MerRy cHrisTmaS~~ =D
Today i didn't went out anywhere cause need to pray my beloved grandpa
that has passed away last 2 year... *damn sad*
it took around 1hr to get perpared all those things and the food..
i miss him a lot~~ ><
think back last time how good he treat me and very love me..
i can't even saw or talk wit him when he just left his last breathe... ><
cause when we reach there already is too late.... *sad*

after praying and eating, O.O
OMG! a lot of plates is waiting for me to wash!
oh god! i hate this kind of festival day like that... ><
SKIP

Catherine, my beloved cousin... :3
so miss her jor~~
so long didn't chat with her already...
she's a very very very cute girl~ =D
so long didn't see her,
she have grown tall a lot and already same height as me le.... T.T
she's juz 14yr old nia... *sigh*
what a sad thing for me.... T-T

that's all for today cause no mood to continue want to write...
cause of someone has ruin up my mood..
and is only she's the one who can make my mood till so bad...
feel very moody...
start to don't understand her...
or actually is i'm the one who make this problem out?!
i don't know....
i juz want a simple happy life....
don't wanna to think so much... ><
*smile is always the best mask for everything*
Hope my dear daughter,yinwee can help me fix back the mood..
and also my kor.. (=
*ENDS*